A year ago

A year ago we were getting Gessner ready for a procedure on his liver. We were getting ready for his father and step mom to visit. We were worried about the procedure because it was risky, but I never would have believed that he would be dead in 2 short weeks. How could that even happen? Cystic fibrosis sucks and it can take someone in an instant. My husband was healthier than many people with CF that I know and then one bad turn and he was gone. Even though it's been nearly a year, I am still in shock at times. I still look around and wonder where he is. I wonder when he is going to come home. I wake up and temporarily forget that he is gone. Those days are getting fewer, but they are still there. I miss you honey and would give anything to have you back.